bared luck

    You couldn't have taken my love not since it was given to you so you chose to strip me down instead   You started with my eyes scratching them raw plucking skin between deft fingers   My lips were next down the line of my nose a Cupid’s bow that made Eros hurl…

captured-

    You leave me miserable darling you have me grappling for air running ragged across floors   I would have hoped to not feel to not love these tears that anger me   Lord knows you could have loved anything if you it meant giving nothing   You hurt me your words, they wound…

mania

      Love is suffocating something toxic   It curls up like a pretty petal all laid out on display   Splayed like an offering   It beckons you with soft words clamant prurient   It drives me delirious   It’s pure madness clamors my head with hysteria   I can not breath  …

Poisoned Cadavers

    It’s hard to greet you properly- when you won’t let me get the words out. Those invisible strings make it feel like my throat is wrapped tight. There are claws there, I can’t see them, but I can feel them digging into my gut. You won’t let me be free Why won’t you…

Crimson Dreams

    Sometimes I feel utterly alone like my very existence mocks me   This desperation sinks into the very cartilages of my bones   It laughs at my sobs   This earth giggles points mocking fingers not once questioning my depression   This desolation that I have come to welcome more than love itself…

Strings of Detachment

    I wish I could convey my feelings to you properly   Then I’d be able to tell you how much I loathe you how much I love you how much it pains me to know that I’ll never talk to you again   To have to see you with her and him traces…

The Cessation of Zeus

    Life is like a delicate petal a fickle thorn   It will coddle you succumb you to despair like that reaper     Life is frivolous full of disheartened spirits humans that hold death higher   It is mundane   Lowly for such wretched mortals like us to think such things   But…

Lovers Requiem

  These words are what we hold onto what we long for   We think if we say them enough hear them often then we would be filled immensely   But there’s hate in that four little word   Malice and jealousy it’s what makes you crave to hear it, darling   It’s like calling…

Desolated Embers

    There are several lights flickering   Dancing in the silent air across the room   I imagined myself consumed by them feeling nothing but that slight burn the all around consumption   I imagined the pain and emptiness   I felt erased by the power and possession of those flickering lights   I…

Last Letter

    It wasn’t meant to go this far   You told me spewed it to me after one hundred twenty one days   I thought this was real   I believed that those two hundred and twenty nine minutes were as real as life itself   But you brandished me   Molded me into…

Nullified Hearts

    I once shared a room next to you two   In that quaint little house that shared my hopes and dreams It held a younger and delighted me   I was so inexperienced but I believed true love existed   I was free floating on a cloud painted by imaginary love and fulfillment…

Thinly Veiled Ravens

      It smelled of metal and gunpowder   Spicy and toxic coupled with bloodshot eyes fingers twitching alight with anticipation   My body thrummed with the excitement that only comes when blood is shed   A timid strike is what broke me a gentle tapping rapping at my chamber door   Obscurity is…

I Call It Breaking

      Hate is invigorating isn’t it darling?   You can taste it, can’t you?   I can taste it   That white hot sensation spreading in my lower belly absolute loathsome at dirt-rotten hair   Words that twist in my head like a pretty little rose vine those thorns cutting into my skin…