I wish I could convey
my feelings to you properly
Then I’d be able to tell you
how much I loathe you
how much I love you
how much it pains me to know
that I’ll never talk to you again
To have to see you with her
and him
traces of them still left in this hole
that we once called home
You walked across
every dream I conjured up
laughed cynically
at my amour
I never felt such hatred
absolute repulsion
Yet I can still feel you
rolling over me in waves of passion
heavy manipulation
coupled in with strings of attachment
I wish I could make you understand
That this malice isn’t so simple
it’s rooted in my gut
planted seeds inside my veins
it scared me so to wish for your downfall
But down you went
and I finally smiled
Éloa 
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