Éloa

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  • musings-

        I get the feeling that I haven’t been putting as much passion into my work as I used to. It’s almost a struggle for me to figure out what to write now. Maybe it’s because I write so often? Sometimes I feel as if I try too hard to write about something or the…

  • burning supernovas

      I see you’re being social now I waited for what seemed like eons until you finally showed up again it wasn’t like how we met last time with those two thousand and something forgotten hours misplaced minutes until it cut us down We were only talking just to talk just to feel some semblance…

  • As I Lay….

        There are stars embedded into this ceiling. Dazzling shapes of pentagrams, just glowing and blooming, sculpted across that plaster. I used to lay in my bed dreaming of those speckles. I imagined that maybe if I could reach high enough, if I just grasp onto whatever edge I could touch, that I might…

  • Dark Devotion

      The air in my lungs leaves me in a clouded burst. White fog tinged with pain, bitter cold misery. It laps up this atmosphere and trickles back into my soul. I welcome it with reverence, knees clasped and hands grasping onto that solace. I feel free without it, feel like nothing without it. I…

  • reflections

      What do you call these showers when April passes. It rains here so much I’m afraid I’m stuck in that month. It mocks me, those cruel days snicker at my repetition. It turns on and off, off and on; rain casts drizzles that have no place to go. These waters flood my streams, their…

  • swelter-

      There’s a heat thats been under my skin- a force greater than gravity. It nitpicks at my nerves, sidles fervor upon every strand of my atom. Here is a taste, are you looking for that drive? It will kiss you insane, twist you up like flames licking the wind. It was torturous for me,…

  • tethered feathers

      Birds are gathering here in these skies like little ants   They scuttle about leaving traces of twigs   I watch them from one edge of the earth and down to the next end   They whistle and chirp minute songs sprung out from their lungs   In a past life I imagine we…

  • The Blight of Anguish

      I wish I could put these words together for you I wish you could listen to what I have to say   I’d want you to feel these thoughts lie awake in your bed and touch the love I’ve spoken for you   Maybe it wasn’t the right time for us we had too…

  • I Fancied You’d Return….

        I thought– maybe if I don’t talk to you, then I won’t remember you.  The silence told me to erase you, burn you, throw out  every item I’ve owned that could remind me of you.  But all it did was make me think of you more.  I told myself– don’t go there, don’t…

  • distortion//misuse

      I stare at this body   long enough to feel burdened by it   long enough to feel regret

  • Fragments of Polyxena

        you let that man control you   He burdened you with-   -you will never experience solitude

  • kaleidoscope

      It’s a shame that you don’t love me like I love you. A misfortune for me, it is, more than it is for you. I’ve chopped up my hair. Went two shades of blue and green, one crimson and grey, light petals of pink to detach myself from you. I have become broken down…

  • House of The Sirens

      The sirens are calling they are ringing and screeching piling on noises as they claw away at my soul   I had not a day of peace they tormented me with beguiling chants lullabies meant to frazzle me   It sent me on a haywire I could not sleep without hearing them feeling them…

  • crimson blues

        Fate is a fickle god with her winding claws unruly tresses feeding off of your violations while lodging spoonfuls of terror right down your throat   You see she doesn’t care for the unequivocal she’d much rather shred you down- force you to grovel for your wavering   She has a cruel heart…

  • wretched sweetheart

      You are a danger to me you welcome me with warning shots   Blood curdling screams echo inside of plastered walls with broken palates on concave canvases   You are a threat to me with your pin shaped eyes and blighted tongue   I would smite that tongue