musing

  • Tangled Matter

      That vault was endless   An estuary of ravaged dust trickled matter   Painted properties that lined my sky   I want that shine

  • silhouettes

        I can see you although we have never met   I am in the words you speak the tears you cry   I am that bird that sings near your window   I am you darling every scratch on your skin every prickle of your nerves   I can paint you out although…

  • A Ballad of Lies

          I muse that you don’t love me when really that string touches all the way to Orion and wraps itself around Pleiades   I like to make up excuses for you say that you don’t touch me not like you used to but heaven weeps when your fingers lay over mine  …

  • Ensnared in You

        You leave me breathless a mess   two sets of breathes   bounds totally boundless   You leave me perplexed

  • Fickle Matter

        I could have erased the stars if only you had asked make Adam out of nothing intwine balls of dust speckles of matter   I could have drudged you up myself

  • Kisses of Sunlight

        What does love taste like darling?   It tastes of honeysuckle touches snow mixing with dirt your lips on mine   Spell out the words for me    Lick your lips against mine   Give me a taste of your love

  • ghost

      There are ghosts that walk amongst this world. They are those who you’ve loved. The ones you have laughed with, others you have cried with. They are amongst this crowd, and it swallows them whole, it tries to refill that hole, but it is of no use. They will stay with you. They have…

  • Nothing

      I have been trying to write all day, but nothing has come to mind. My head has been surprisingly clear today. I try not to force it on these days. I’ve learned to just sit and listen to my thoughts, and if nothing comes up then so be it. Although I do enjoy sharing…

  • Missing Daisies

        What does it feel like to be missed?   Is it like looking at the stars and they finally gaze back at you?   I imagine it’s like a four leaf clover wanting to be found how winter welcomes spring all the snowflakes kissing tulips   Do you miss me?   I like…

  • A Song for Him

        He smelled like an Amy song coupled with shots of bourbon undistinguishable passion I think I might love him like one   I think I may have loved him with his tongue tinged in smoke and with his eyes lidded from poison he was no good for me   He was the one…

  • Nocturne for the Moon

        I was in tune with the lilac moon   Oh how brightly she shone for me   Rippled puddles of plum blossoms, she did lavender riddles of cobblestone trickled twinkles of fixed dust   And if I had been lovely on such a night   She would let me serenade to her

  • radioactive

        Maybe I would have treated him better if I had him If I could have touched him just once lay his body out over mine   I would have itched to be the one to crawl under his skin make his breath hitch Maybe I could have treated him better   Formulated our…

  • mono-

        I would keep you as is   Nearly blinding beguiling absolutely bewitching   I take you in with hushed breaths   Soft curves and plush lips the Erotes would have been jealous   I can only describe you with simple words subtle actions   You are too sweet for charms   You’re like…

  • sparks

        Perhaps I have dreamed too often of grasping you longing for those subtle stares the moonlight casting in the window while I trace every freckle you hold   I wish I could capture all that the moonlight touches roam freely my hands on every inch of your skin it’d be like touching magic

  • musings

        I was going to write a poem today; but something important got brought to my attention. This time last year I was going through a lot of things. I was constantly battling with self harm, suicidal thoughts/depression, and anxiety. I know this is something others go through, and still something that some people…