It helps me writing everyday, knowing that at the end of the month, I have something to look forward to.
I once thought it was a burden, and maybe I still have some type of remorse for it, but for the most part it helps me; lets me know that maybe, just maybe you all look forward to these musing the same way I do. And I wonder if you’re lives are treating you well.
Are you taking care of yourselves? Finding happiness? I’d like to think that hopefully you’re finding love.
Today is a very special day for me.
I rarely ever have those days; days where everything is perfect, where everything has shifted just right for me, and I think that maybe the universe is on my side.
If you were to ever read this then I would say how much I love you. How much your being has shaped me into the person I am today. You are so young, only a few years younger than I am, but your presence on this earth has gifted me with the breath of life, and I don’t think I’d ever be able to put into words how much I appreciate you for that.
Maybe you are a pillar for me.
A shapeshifter transformed into the being that I want to become in order to love myself, but you wouldn’t appreciate that. You’d want me to say that I love myself for me, and probably after all these years, I feel that now. A spec of amour that you’ve placed in me. I feel it flowing throughout my veins. A shadow of seven men put here to transform me into the lovely being I am now becoming.
You all may not know who I’m talking about, but I hope you have someone like this in your life.
Someone who makes you want to better yourself.
When you look at the moon you see their smile, and when you look towards that sun their light touches you.
I hope for many things, wish for a lot of things, but I pray that that remains true.