Do you still have the letters I gave you?
I put mine away.
Threw those words
into the crevice of my mind-
I could forget about you.
I saw you in every part of him.
Is that what you want me to say?
He had eyes like you
yet yours were softer,
probably because you actually loved me.
I wouldn’t dare say that aloud.
Maybe that’s why
I lost you in the first place