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Maybe I would have treated him better

if I had him

If I could have touched him just once

lay his body out over mine

I would have itched to be the one

to crawl under his skin

make his breath hitch

Maybe I could have treated him better

Formulated our love with

just a taste of his tongue

unearth harvest moons

and become that sun under his eyes

I would have loved him

If only he was mine